I was reminded today by a friend’s words that its important to be My True Self, regardless of what that looks like on any given day.
Today… its not pretty. Let me rephrase that, because its an old way of thinking that has to label it “good” or “bad”, when the truth is that it just is what it is. I will choose a more descriptive label, uncomfortable. As I process that thought, I realize that its still old thinking that even terms it “uncomfortable” which is still either “good” or “bad”.
But, allow me to move on… its important to be myself and listen to My True Self. Today that means letting go of the ideas that others have put on me or ideas I have carried around for far too long. Ideas that say that I should be experiencing any one thing in particular. Ideas that say that things or even other people should be a certain way.
The lunar event this weekend seems to be taking a toll on me, in ways that I do not understand. Today means that its hard for me to be around people. That my energy is low. That I am not feeling well, but I’m unable to tell exactly what I’m feeling. My body is telling me to take it easy and rest, in seclusion.
So, regardless of the fact that my birthday was yesterday and today is a holiday many are celebrating… I am resting quite contently now, in my home, doing exactly what My True Self is telling me to do.